Obstackles..

I know he is not caring about me....not a little bit, still am with him...why? because of that obstackle?he said every time he loves me...he shows love to me many times...I smiled at him... but after some minutes or after some countable moments I felt unhappy!!! so many times I prepared myself to end up this relation, but I failed...something had stuck to my inner feeling and made me stop at that time...

tha fact is I am not happy with him fully.. he told so many times he loves me, but that love I couldn't feel at that level..no one is there for me now...nothing to do for me now... so am writing finally... 

today 22july,2015..

he sits with hie colleagues at viswesvarya meeting room, near to my desk in office.. I was so happy that might be today he will come somany times...or  I will able to meet him more than other days...

but no..I am wrong..

he came early in the morning for money..after completion,,he didn't come till now..not a single time...and never he told me to come there to meet him...

is it Love?

or it is more than Need..

he neds me so he is with me right now...otherwise he will never be with me...